Well, I have some good news to announce to everyone... Ah, I am SO HAPPY about this!! Ummm... but some of you better be sitting down for this. Heehee.

Last Saturday, my boyfriend took me to the hospital to finally see what was going on with my health. As you already know, I was complaining about nausea and headaches for several months, and within the past couple of weeks I had been throwing up. Well... it turns out that I am 18 weeks pregnant!!! I was in complete shock when the doctor told me... it actually took 2 days for it to sink into my mind. I felt afraid and very nervous... but after talking about it with Mike, I've become very happy and excited about becoming a mother!! I never thought I'd get the chance to do this... I love my son so much (yes, they said it's a BOY!! ) and he's not even out in the world yet! lol I'm going to tell him "I love you" every day, so he never has to wonder if his mommy really loves him. I'll do anything to take care of him, I'll do anything to protect him... he's my reason for living!

So... I am going to apply for government assistance. Mike is already working a full-time job, but I know that I need to find a full-time job myself... because working part-time as a grocery store bagger isn't going to do much good (as if it's doing any good now! ). I am still planning to go back to Florida and finish my education... I am still going to pursue my career as a Medical Assistant. However, I don't want to make the big move until my son is at least 2 years old.

My son's first name is Liam... Mike and I just like the sound of it. I'm still trying to think of a good middle name, though... I like Nathanial, but I am looking at all the other names out there and trying to pick one that really sticks with me. I can't think of a boy's name that really has any meaning to me... I'm just choosing names that sound good to me.

Mike and I are going to get married... I am having his child, after all. We are very happy together. Things are going well. We won't be getting married for a while, but for now I'm just happy being engaged to him. He wants to propose to me at Coney Island... lol It sucks that I know that, though, because it ruins the surprise.

Mike's parents are happy for us... as long as we're happy, then they are happy. My grandfather is happy for us, but my mother isn't. That bitch can rott in Hell for all I care, though... she will NEVER see my son!!! I won't let her do to him what she did to me.

That's the good news... I hope everyone is happy for us. If not, then I honestly don't care. All I care about is the happiness of my own little family now. Everything is going to be fine.

Commissions are still closed, but only because our Internet is still shut off at the house. Again, sorry to anyone who wanted to commission me. It might be a while until I can open commissions again.


Until later...


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