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~vamp-princess-Lumina:iconvamp-princess-Lumina:

Shena  

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  • Deviant since May 30, 2005, 12:04 PM
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A Memory That Will Never Fade.

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Journal Entry: Tue Apr 22, 2008, 11:59 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: My heart...
  • Reading: The History of Love
  • Watching: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
I've been doing A LOT of thinking lately... mostly about a certain relationship that was ruined about 4 months ago. It was a mistake... probably the biggest mistake I've ever made up until now. I think about my feelings... I think about all the lies he told me... and I think about everyone else who is involved.

It has recently hit me that being an adult really sucks sometimes. I think about the things I know now that I didn't know when I was a child... things that have corrupted my mind... violence, hatred, sex, lies, anger, and most of all, heartache. There are times when I truly miss my childhood... I miss being in elementary school, when I never knew the painful experiences that I know now. When I was younger, I had my first boyfriend at 13.... but I didn't truly get my heart broken until I was 16, when my ex-girlfriend left me. I miss my innocence.... back then, during my childhood, I only knew about friendship and the only things I had to worry about was getting through school and doing my best to stay strong although my mother was abusive towards me. Now I worry about school, friendships, and whether or not I'll have a good career, ever get married and have a family. There are days when I feel so much pain, it feels like the weight of the world is on my shoulders.

Well, I don't want to ramble on forever and ever, like I usually do... but these are the thoughts that have plagued my mind lately. It's some deep thinking, I know... and usually I have a very angry expression on my face when I think of these things. I think it scares people when I stare off into space, looking so angry... but oh well. ^^; My life hasn't been easy... and I know the difficult times are far from over.

On a totally different note... I will be taking my Math final exam this Friday, April 25th! :w00t: I better study my ass off, eh? :XD: I think right now I have a "D" in the class... ah, NOT good! But I'm going to do my best to pass this Gods-damned exam!! :shakefist: I'll be taking it from 12:30 until 2:30. :nod:

Until later... :rose:

I DO COMMISSIONS!!! :w00t: If you would like one, please read this journal for info! [link]

Finished Commissions:
[link] Felix, original character for :iconyummeii: (awaiting payment)

My Friends IRL: :iconnovauna: :iconacaruu: :icono0wyldtyger0o: :icongoth-angel-gabriel: :icondemigoddess: :iconangelelric05: :icondaughterofthewyld: :iconpunk81: :iconcab-cab: :icondreamdragon228: :iconangelofthedesert: :iconmrbelj:

My Friends on DA: :iconmaronakins: :iconmaliciousmisery: :iconkoku-chan: :iconrp-girl-nyssa: :iconryo-naguchi: :icongath88: :iconsuupashi: :iconkmodon: :iconalma-chan: :icondarkjester-reala: :iconvaralidaine: :iconyummeii: :iconlollicat: :iconkingdomheartsgirl205: :iconbrechan:

Clubs I have joined: :iconwinteriscoming-fans: :iconsnapefanclub: :icondisney-princess-club: :iconlastpetal: :iconthe-mars-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :iconcrowloft: :iconkikyo-haters: :icondapride: :iconthelesbianclub: :icondapagan: :iconwiccan-club:

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  • Current Age: 23
  • Current Residence: Tallahassee, FL
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: 1X
  • Interests: Anime, manga, Japanese language, reading, drawing, painting, music, poetry, WOMEN.... and hentai.
  • Favourite movie: Jim Henson's Labyrinth, Pirates of the Caribbean (1,2, & 3), Sweeney Todd.... etc.
  • Favourite band or musician: Trapnest, The Black Stones, Within Temptation, Evanescence, Linkin Park, Egypt Central, Korn...etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: techno, rock, pop, jazz, J-pop, J-rock, and country... I HATE rap music!!!
  • Favourite artist: Jhonen Vasquez, Yuu Watase, Ai Yazawa, Van Gogh, Claude Monet, Amy Brown
  • Favourite poet or writer: George R.R. Martin, James O'Barr, Anne Rice, C.S. Lewis, & Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Myself
  • Favourite style or digital art: Anime and Manga
  • Operating System: PC
  • Shell of choice: Umm...seashells? ^_^;
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anime wallpapers or anything that looks nice.
  • Skin of choice: Mine...it's all pretty and soft! ^_^ *lmao*
  • Favourite game: God of War 1 & 2, Kingdom Hearts 1 & 2, Final Fantasy VII
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Utena Tenjou and Haruka Suzumiya
  • Personal Quote: "When you've hit rock-bottom, the only way to go is up."
  • Tools of the Trade: No.2 pencil, ball-point pen, felt-tip pen, colored pencils, markers, Photoshop CS2

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*Mr-Taboo:iconMr-Taboo: 3 days 23 hours ago
Thanx for the :+fav: on "Wiccan Wall".

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"You get what you raise." - Andrew Vachss
True for both Pit Bulls and People.
~aki27:iconaki27: 4 days 13 hours ago
thank you for the fav! =)

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Visit my gallery! [link]

Things to do today:

1) Get up
2) Survive
3) Go back to bed
~Marluxiasrose:iconMarluxiasrose: May 4, 2008, 2:35:17 PM
Hi Lum! Just passing by yo say hi n.n

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- Roses aren´t just pretty flowers, they can kill! =D
I´m Larxene On *KingdomHeartsArmy Join now! n_n (or perhaps ill Kill you) XD
~s-WITCH-13:icons-WITCH-13: Apr 26, 2008, 9:58:09 PM
Thanks very much for faving Wicca and adding it to the Wiccan Art collection :D

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Blessed Be in Love and Light
*mene:iconmene: Apr 26, 2008, 12:16:57 PM
Thank you for the favourite, I appreciate it (^-^)

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Togepi Club !
Red Panda Club !
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*doomimus:icondoomimus: Apr 25, 2008, 3:25:11 PM
Thank you for faving "By any other name." :hug:

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-David Ansen on "Ratatouille"
*HunterOfSolitude:iconHunterOfSolitude: Apr 25, 2008, 10:53:46 AM
Thank you so much! :heart:

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=MaliciousMisery:iconMaliciousMisery: Apr 25, 2008, 9:57:18 AM
Thanks for the favage vampy :3

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Immaturity is the fountain of youth~! 8D

I don't do requests for now.
I do Commissions though :D [link]
~Willowsama:iconWillowsama: Apr 24, 2008, 3:49:28 PM
squeee! thank you for the fav!

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~mairzy:iconmairzy: Apr 23, 2008, 10:02:37 AM
:heart: :heart: :glomp: :heart: :heart:

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/reflections across the mirror of my eye//
*Vulkanette:iconVulkanette: Apr 23, 2008, 7:38:27 AM
Thanks for the :+fav: :D

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~StarTheHedgeCat:iconStarTheHedgeCat: Apr 22, 2008, 4:31:49 PM
Thanks for the favs!
:3

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~LubyCirilo:iconLubyCirilo: Apr 22, 2008, 3:16:24 PM
Thanks for the fav!

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~TerraTerror:iconTerraTerror: Apr 22, 2008, 1:37:21 PM
Hey thankies you for the favorite. I'm glad you liked it. ^^

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The Terror is on the loose! :chainsaw:

Don't make me sacrifice you to my almighty Candy Gods. Cause I will!
~Read2my3:iconRead2my3: Apr 22, 2008, 12:37:20 PM
Hi, thanks for faving my Snily Kiss :)

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~vamp-princess-Lumina:iconvamp-princess-Lumina: Apr 22, 2008, 12:10:14 PM
lol You're very, very welcome, hun!!! :glomp: :love: :hug: :blowkiss: :aww: :heart:

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:frail: Lumina :frail:

I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. :blackrose:

I DO COMMISSIONS! :w00t: If you would like one, please read this journal for info: [link]
~mairzy:iconmairzy: Apr 22, 2008, 11:50:33 AM Mood: Love
:heart: :heart: Thanks SOOO MUCH!!!! for ALL of the favs, the comments, and for the watch!!!! :glomp: :blowkiss: :heart: :heart: :faint: :clap: :giggle: :w00t: :heart: :heart: I REALLY appreciate it!!

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/reflections across the mirror of my eye//
~vamp-princess-Lumina:iconvamp-princess-Lumina: Apr 22, 2008, 9:14:57 AM
You're very welcome! :heart: :aww: :glomp:

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:frail: Lumina :frail:

I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. :blackrose:

I DO COMMISSIONS! :w00t: If you would like one, please read this journal for info: [link]
~vamp-princess-Lumina:iconvamp-princess-Lumina: Apr 22, 2008, 9:14:40 AM
You're welcome! :D

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:frail: Lumina :frail:

I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. :blackrose:

I DO COMMISSIONS! :w00t: If you would like one, please read this journal for info: [link]
~vamp-princess-Lumina:iconvamp-princess-Lumina: Apr 22, 2008, 9:03:19 AM
You're very welcome, as always, Misery! :heart: :cuddle:

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:frail: Lumina :frail:

I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. :blackrose:

I DO COMMISSIONS! :w00t: If you would like one, please read this journal for info: [link]
*Vulkanette:iconVulkanette: Apr 22, 2008, 4:23:46 AM
Many thanks for the :+fav: :-)

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=MaliciousMisery:iconMaliciousMisery: Apr 21, 2008, 5:31:15 PM
Thanks for the fav lumina <333

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Maliciousmisery's Crimes include Graffitiiing on cats and over-loving rats :heart:.
Immaturity is the fountain of youth~! 8D

I don't do requests for now.
I do Commissions though :D [link]
~vamp-princess-Lumina:iconvamp-princess-Lumina: Apr 21, 2008, 12:40:36 PM
:love: :glomp: :hug: :wave:

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:frail: Lumina :frail:

I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. :blackrose:

I DO COMMISSIONS! :w00t: If you would like one, please read this journal for info: [link]
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